if all i do is try to be ur friend why can't u move on from the past and when you say zac i really need your help and i help as much as i can walking miles for you it's because well, i thought we were friends too. i don't really know why i'm the fav person to hate but i am and it's left me with a lot of bitterness and left me wondering why do i feel so misunderstood? why do i care so much what you or anyone thinks about me? i just don't know why i feel the need to be accepted by people that don't really even like me. ya know i try to see the good in everyone and even the good in the few of you but the good you see it's ran through and through. i guess i'm always in debt to all the gloryness that is you. all the fronts and bs you put me through. you put the plate out, pour the gravy and then take away the silverware. and eat, don't mess up, i set you up to fail but that's on you and that's why i'm screwed. so fuck you and all the bs...