Track Twelve – WHAT!?___ Went Wrong?

Had it! I think I might have lost it! I had such a great feeling about my class, well until now that is; now I feel as if I floated thru it.

It should have been my best paper this year, but instead, I let other things fuck w/ me. Instead of writing the paper in timely fashion, I spent many hours thinking about my 30 days. I felt as if I could not concentrate. Well, I couldn't. At least, I didn't. I guess I could have, but I damn well failed to. I felt like giving up! I have given up one too many times though, and I knew I had to throw something together. So that is what I did. I am not happy w/ the results. It's a sad ending to a great experience this year. Fuck. I just wish it wasn't all over yet. I wish I had my shit together when I wrote this paper. I wish it was able to be a 10 page paper instead of a 500 word or so paper.

Uuuggghhh…. I just wish the 30 days would disappear.